missing

I've really neglected this place for what, 7 or so months and before that more. This isn't to say I'm back. I don't feel that I'm ready to make that promice. I have been enjoying the ease and lazy nature of Tumblr. Sometimes I still take and post outfit pictures but not as much as I'd like. I guess I'm slightly discouraged. I moved back to Michigan with high hopes that I would be able to focus my creative energy more and live less in a pool of sadness and lack of motivation. I am surely happier than before but the motivation is still low. I moved with the ambition of starting to make jewelry, sell clothes and style some fashion shoots. I have barely left the launch pad on any of these persuits. I can blame it of being a full time retail "professional".... but this is just not a great excuse. My job is exausting but I can't let it take over my life. So maybe all this blah. blah, blahing will encourage me to take the next step. I have used the word I so many times in the post. That's never a good thing. Today and tomoorrow are days off so heres to taking a few steps in the right direction. I'm goig to leae you with a few of the random outfit shots I've taken in my missing months and then I am going to go eat some of the pad thai and somosa that my boyfriend and I made last night.